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My tears cannot undo the hurt. My tears cannot remove the pain. My tears cannot save you. My tears cannot even save me from the guilt that I feel. My tears merely serve as a cruel reminder of the wishes that I made years ago. You hurt me because someone else had hurt you. I,

Disclaimer: I know this blog may be hard for some people to understand. I cannot even begin to explain how or why I got here, except to say that God literally carried me to this place. I fully realize that not everyone may be here, but it is my prayer that you eventually get here.

In June 2016 I decided to move to Virginia with my then-boyfriend. I thought the move would be the answer to our relationship problems and my personal problems. I really thought that move was going to be the solution to everything that weighed on me, from my emotional weight and the physical weight following my

When I started this second round of weight loss I weighed in at 314.4lbs on November 1, 2016. I began by eating at least five small meals a day and then finally listened to the advice of my doctor by switching to a plant-based lifestyle on November 13, 2016. I will admit that while my

Let me start off by saying that this, more than anything, is me stepping outside of my comfort zone. This is me stepping out on pure faith. About 95% of my blogs talk about me healing (or trying to heal) from being raped as a child. I share my lessons and blessings as it pertains